Thursday, 24 June 2010

second first day

saw jamie for a bit yesterday, he came over nd we sat in the garden nd lazed. saw his bulge nd couldnt stop looking at it, had to lay on my front lol cos got a propr hard on nd well obvious in shorts lol. hes not seen his mum for nearly 2 months :-S nd he thinks she has moved to newbury. he doesnt seem bothered at all bt it makes me feel sad.

made me have a weird dream about his gran having a heart attack nd then the hospital said she was gonna die nd so dad let him move in with us, but he wasnt allowed to sleep in my room cos em told dad i would rape him lol. propr mental dream nd sorta turned into a wet dream lol, bt omg felt like it was actually happening until i heard matt shouting at me to get up. id done like 3 piriton yesterday afternoon nd that stuff does give me head fuck dreams.

gotta leave in 10 mins for my sorta second first day, even tho its not really my first day, but it feels like it is, nd feel well nervous again. hope ppl are nice to me cos it wont just be me nd frank today :-S

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

You should have let Alex see you and not have turned over! You could have said something like "the warmth always does this" as an excuse if he said anything and theres always the chance he would have boned up as well - or said something. lol
Anyway - looks like things are on the up for you with Alex and you are gonna have a bit of spare cash as well soon so you could treat him and ask him to go for a drink or something with you. Take care and have FUN .You deserve it. Colin

davy said...

I feel sad too about Jamie; though I only know what you've written. It must be hard for him. (no pun intended).

You will perhaps understand about him not seeing his Mum, not having one yourself (I assume, since you've never mentioned her). It can be very desolating.

I hope the job goes well: I'm sure it will: you'll be having to fend them off with both hands (F and M, from what I read.) Grandpa's advice: wear your tin knicks and leave the key at home.

Adidas said...

Hey Joshie

Hope the days goes well. Of course people will be nice to you - except for those who are jealous of your good looks!

Good old Jamie can really turn you on, can't he? That bulge must be something else! Of course you've already seen his package so you know the bulge isn't fake. Lucky you.

Sooner or later he'll realise that women are nothing but trouble and will join you and Alex in a hot threesome....lol

Hugs

Adi

wayner said...

I too was a bulge freak when I was a teen; back then all the guys wore tight jeans so the bulge was alway obvious (and the ass too). Did I ever hate it when the baggy pants fad arrived in the late nineties. I'm glad tight pants are back again. I hope you find the cute bf you deserve this summer. bfn - Wayne :)

123 said...

u'll be fine!

have u now added drugs to ur alcohol habits? be careful.

so what happened with going over to Alex's?

Anonymous said...

Yeah Joshie being nervous goes with the territory. They are going to love you so much! You're so cute and adorable!

Anonymous said...

Awe Josh boy why wouldn't people be nice to you your so cute.The woman will want to Mummy you. The guys will want to cuddle you.And well Frank we all know what he wants to do to you.wink wink. Jamie sounds like he is having a hard time.But obviously not the Hard time you would like to give him.Tee Hee.
Bye the way is that you 16 now? please put answer in next post as your formspring is a waste of time Good luck on your second first day ?????????? awe well xxxx Eddie

Anonymous said...

ffs - the hay fever junk buggers me up too - especially the none drowsy stuff which makes me sleep!
The first "Alex" should have read "Jamie" of course - sorry.
Hope work is going well and you are starting to relax.
Sooo - two strings to your bow for the summer - bet Alex wins tho'
Colin

Thirty3 Naked Laydies said...

aren't dreams always weird and funky? kinda interesting how the brain practically has a mash-up session with our thoughts.